Tuesday, 12 May 2015

Great Stream Tonight with Conflicted Feelings

Had a lot of fun streaming Outlast tonight. A streamer who is an experienced Outlast player, spent most of the stream with me and really made me feel like he was enjoying it. We bantered back and forth mainly discussing the game and the DLC/sequel. Towards the end he mentioned that he had to go to bed to make it to school tomorrow but wanted to stay to see the end. I told him I would feel bad if he did that and eventually decided to take off even though he didn't want to. Made me feel like I was putting on a good show but I also felt conflicted that he might miss school just to watch me. First time I've experienced this kind of guilt. I want viewers but don't want people skipping school to watch haha! I decided to follow him and will check in from time to time as he seems to have a similar twisted view on life that I do.

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